Party of 3...

YES PLEASE!! 

Last time i made a post it was about random thoughts/wants/etc...well in that post i had mentioned that i was having a major case of baby fever...little did i know...that i was indeed PREGNANT!  Holy Moly!  This woman is gonna be a MOMMA!  We are super excited....very nervous....anxious....surprised....happy!  If you look to the right....it will tell you how far along i am....and how many many many days are to go! :)

ill try to keep everyone updated with the progress and all of that...my first appt in on my birthday....i get to have the flu shot...happy birthday to me....lol!

until next time!

hello world....

I have been MIA i know...not that anyone has really noticed ... i have...thats all that matters...
its seriously been forever since i blogged and i honestly have ZERO excuses except for that i just got tired of it! not that i did it alot but it seemed like i was forcing it and i dont want that so i have decided that this will be whatever i make it , when i make, and however i like it!

Random things about me
- on any give day i will probably drop the f bomb several times....i should work on that
-i love my husband more today than the day i married him...he has such strength it will surprise you ...it does me everyday
-i dont have any kids...i have a dog that i can/will talk about several times a day...he is my love and i couldnt imagine a day without him
-i am ready to move back to the city...i like this simplicity .... but damn a mall would be great.......
-i have the worst baby fever...its worse now than ever since i get to see 2 newborns every week
- i miss my parents more than i thought that i would ... they really are the greatest things since sliced bread
- Jeremy finally got an iphone....and he is on it more than i am......i have created a monster......
- i play words with friends with my mom....does that make me gay?
- and she kicks my ass everytime...she was a teacher so thats ok right.....
-i will be exhausted all day at work and then i get home and have all kinds of energy that i cant go to sleep....it really is a crazy cycle
-greys-private practice - vampire diaries could really never take a break and i would be completely satisfied every week
- brothers and sisters rocks my socks off
-rachel zoes lips drive me crazy or maybe its the way that only her lips move when she talks....and she seriously should eat something....like soon....coffee cant fuel a genius!
- i cant believe they are letting that guy come back again on the bachlor....will NOT be watching that one....
- i miss fayetteville...
- i regret some friendships i burned while there
- past relationships with guys makes me laugh....
-people keep popping up in my life that i have talked to in years...its kinda weird....but kinda nice
-i have picked out the nursery funiture for when i do have a child....shhh dont tell :)
-i want to trade in my acura for something bigger.....crazy i know....but i do....
-anyone wanna buy it?  just kidding
-i officially feel old...its 10 and all i can think about is how 6 am is going to be coming pretty fast...
- i have weird names for my bed....every comforter is called something else....i think its cute...everyone else laughs
- my friend kim is probably one of the best people i have met in years...love her...couldnt live without her....she is probably one of the strongest people i have met...her strength will shock the shit out of you....seriously

thats all my randomness for today....until next time...whenever that might be...

oh yeah...and when i do get pregant i want to write about everything...the good the bad the ugly....do you think people would judge if i was completely honest about the whole thing....it cant be all roses and candy bars the whole time....someone should tell it to you straight....why not me?

wonderful book!

I'm not much of a book reader but my mom bought me a book for christmas and she said it was a must read.  With everything that has been going on with Jeremy(view below post), my mom said that if I had not read it yet that I needed to.  This past friday night I started the book and could not put it down.  Its not a hard nor long read but puts EVERYTHING into perspective.  Its called the noticer.  Its about how to look at situations that you face everyday and/or in your lifetime!  One of my favorite chapters was the dialect that people speak to say that they love you.  It really puts it in a "OMG that is so true" kinda way!  I would say if you need a little pick me up or just a good weekend read....go pick this one up!  And if you do, please let me know if you like it! 

XOXO

Where have I been?

Busy thats where!  Things have been crazy busy around my place!  Not only with work but my sweet dear husband has really been sick!  Since November we have had countless Doctor Appts, 3 procedures done, 1 surgery and come wednesday we will have another one under our belt!  So needless to say I have enjoyed reading about everyone elses lives then to tell about mine!  Sad I know but this is just how it is!

Lets start at the beginning....Jeremy had really bad nausea and lightheadness... so we went to the Dr. The first Dr. thought its probably an ear infection....after a high dose of antibotics...didnt fix the problem!  Off to yet another Dr appt....this dr thinks it ulcers...so we schedule an endoscope....result = no ulcer.  Back to the Dr and now he wants to have a HIDA scan done and an ultrasound.......end result = Jeremy has to have his gallbladder taken out because they say that it is not "functioning" properly.

Lets fast foward two weeks - 10 seperate blood tests later - Jeremy is still sick.  One Dr thinks its an allergic reaction to the anesthesia but another Dr thinks that it might be an inner ear problem.  Which from the very beginning is what they thought was wrong so they tell us that we really need to go see an ENT.  The ENT says everything is fine with Jeremys ears.  Nothing abnormal.

So the question now is WHAT IS WRONG!  we should really be on one of those shows about mystery diagnosis!  seriously! This wednesday we are having his wisdom teeth removed to see if that will help with the pressure that he has in his head. We are crossing our fingers that maybe by some slim, wild, crazy chance that maybe his wisdom teeth are the cause of all of this.  But if its not we have an appt with a neurologist the 29th! 

 So i know that no one has probably missed my little small town life in Camden but thats what has been going on, its been pretty overwhelming and stressful but i have faith in God that this is happening for a reason and that someone will figure out what is going on with him.

Day 9

so i know technically its not day nine but its the nineth day that i have worked out with Jillian!  She really is one tough cookie.  Day one was hell....actually it was the following day that i was like whoa!  i thought i was in pretty good shape before but boy was i wrong!  so needless to say some days it is really hard to fight through the pain but i havent missed that many days...havent missed one since sunday so thats gotta be good right!?!?  well on day 5 i decided i should take some measurements to see my progress physically not necessarily on the scale.  i think that so many girls are obsessed with the scale that forget the bigger picture....its not about the number its about how you feel.  so if i gain a few pounds and loose an inch or so...i call that a victory! No matter how you wanna look at it!

so i decided i would measure every 5 days (even though i didnt from the strat) but i decided to see a day early what the progress was.....well since day 5 have i have lost half an inch in what i call the love handle area, half an inch in my behind, and 1/4 of an inch in my chest. but other than that everything has stayed the same.  so for that my hands are up in the air saying VICTORY! ill do better measurements tomorrow...its hard to measure yourself so my good man has to help! 

I am so excited to see some improvements in areas i wanted to really work on so like i said before, Jillian rocks my love handles off!  :)   Happy HUMP day!

Prayers Needed

So my friend is going to a new neurologist tomorrow to try to figure out what is going on wih her.  Well they know the problem but they needed to figure out how to get it under control....so i'm asking you to please say some prayers tonight and tomorrow that they will figure all of this out!  Thanks in advance!

30 day SHRED

So me and Jillian are on day 3, this woman is SERIOUS! She yells at me.  Like Yells!  Let's start at the beginning...i started my diet back in March....i lost the weight i wanted by May.....I have maintained my weight since then...give or take a lb or 2.  The problem is, that i want everything firm and smooth...so I decided that my normal routine of running everyday wasn't doing it anymore....it was helping maintaining but you have  trick your body to get the results you want.  Thats where Jillian Michaels is coming into the picture...she is raw, mean, and just what i need!  I dont want to lose anymore weight because i am ultimately at my goal...but if i lost some more....i wouldnt be complaining :)  So, today was day 3, and i am here to tell you, if you want to hurt and if you want something that i feel will work....try it 30 day SHRED!  Its only 10$ at your local walmart....make the plunge!  Happy almost FRIDAY!