10 weeks people...

This post is going to go back to when i was talking about being honest...take it or leave it......hate me or love me......

if you didnt know thats 1/4 of the way done!  hey hey hey!  thats exciting!  we have our first appointment friday and Jeremy and I are pretty excited to see if everything is going as planned!  I believe we have our first ultrasound and get to hear the heartbeat!  This is exciting stuff here! Ill post a picture when I get one!

Another thing, why do people expect you to "look" pregnant when your only 10 weeks....its not 30 its 10.  Now i understand some people show early....apparently im not one of those people so I would appreciate it if everyone would stop making a big deal it and quit trying to rush the bump...i would greatly appreciate it! 

and another thing....since im not 30 weeks .... could you please keep your hands off my stomach...there is nothing to feel! its just weird! 

6 WEEKS = NAUSEA

Well i hate to admit it but im afraid that I  have morning sickness.....this is not fun...nor enjoyable at all...and to top it all off the only thing that really helps is if your constantly shoving crackers down my throat...really people COME ON!! sometimes its not bad but some can really take over you! But hey gotta keep your eyes on the prize.

Speaking of prizes.....i should be rewarded one today....why you might ask....for not running across the office today and smacking someone in the face...thats why! You see I have  ZERO. patience for rude people.  I know I can be rude sometimes.....but I try to catch myself when at all possible!   Well yesterday a lady at my work decided that she wanted to do an old wives tale on me to predict the gender of the baby....it came back a boy....well this particular person in turns says "im sorry" for what you might ask...me to ... well she was sorry because "Girls are way more fun" well anyone that knows me...knows that I love me girly stuff but i would prefer not to put bows and ribbons and dresses and skirts on my child when i just going to the store for some milk...but with baby girls you kinda have to do that stuff and I get it trust me I do but i think for me a boy would be best!  I tried to explain all of this to her.....her reponse..."have fun being peed on" really B****H, i could have crawled out from my skin......

Sorry for the rant and rave but HAPPY 6 WEEKS!

Theres my gold star! :)

6 weeks!

See the big picture

How your baby's growing:

This week's major developments: The nose, mouth, and ears that you'll spend so much time kissing in eight months are beginning to take shape. If you could see into your uterus, you'd find an oversize head and dark spots where your baby's eyes and nostrils are starting to form. His emerging ears are marked by small depressions on the sides of the head, and his arms and legs by protruding buds. His heart is beating about 100 to 160 times a minute — almost twice as fast as yours — and blood is beginning to course through his body. His intestines are developing, and the bud of tissue that will give rise to his lungs has appeared. His pituitary gland is forming, as are the rest of his brain, muscles, and bones. Right now, your baby is a quarter of an inch long, about the size of a lentil.

 

 this is a lentil seed.

Party of 3...

YES PLEASE!! 

Last time i made a post it was about random thoughts/wants/etc...well in that post i had mentioned that i was having a major case of baby fever...little did i know...that i was indeed PREGNANT!  Holy Moly!  This woman is gonna be a MOMMA!  We are super excited....very nervous....anxious....surprised....happy!  If you look to the right....it will tell you how far along i am....and how many many many days are to go! :)

ill try to keep everyone updated with the progress and all of that...my first appt in on my birthday....i get to have the flu shot...happy birthday to me....lol!

until next time!

hello world....

I have been MIA i know...not that anyone has really noticed ... i have...thats all that matters...
its seriously been forever since i blogged and i honestly have ZERO excuses except for that i just got tired of it! not that i did it alot but it seemed like i was forcing it and i dont want that so i have decided that this will be whatever i make it , when i make, and however i like it!

Random things about me
- on any give day i will probably drop the f bomb several times....i should work on that
-i love my husband more today than the day i married him...he has such strength it will surprise you ...it does me everyday
-i dont have any kids...i have a dog that i can/will talk about several times a day...he is my love and i couldnt imagine a day without him
-i am ready to move back to the city...i like this simplicity .... but damn a mall would be great.......
-i have the worst baby fever...its worse now than ever since i get to see 2 newborns every week
- i miss my parents more than i thought that i would ... they really are the greatest things since sliced bread
- Jeremy finally got an iphone....and he is on it more than i am......i have created a monster......
- i play words with friends with my mom....does that make me gay?
- and she kicks my ass everytime...she was a teacher so thats ok right.....
-i will be exhausted all day at work and then i get home and have all kinds of energy that i cant go to sleep....it really is a crazy cycle
-greys-private practice - vampire diaries could really never take a break and i would be completely satisfied every week
- brothers and sisters rocks my socks off
-rachel zoes lips drive me crazy or maybe its the way that only her lips move when she talks....and she seriously should eat something....like soon....coffee cant fuel a genius!
- i cant believe they are letting that guy come back again on the bachlor....will NOT be watching that one....
- i miss fayetteville...
- i regret some friendships i burned while there
- past relationships with guys makes me laugh....
-people keep popping up in my life that i have talked to in years...its kinda weird....but kinda nice
-i have picked out the nursery funiture for when i do have a child....shhh dont tell :)
-i want to trade in my acura for something bigger.....crazy i know....but i do....
-anyone wanna buy it?  just kidding
-i officially feel old...its 10 and all i can think about is how 6 am is going to be coming pretty fast...
- i have weird names for my bed....every comforter is called something else....i think its cute...everyone else laughs
- my friend kim is probably one of the best people i have met in years...love her...couldnt live without her....she is probably one of the strongest people i have met...her strength will shock the shit out of you....seriously

thats all my randomness for today....until next time...whenever that might be...

oh yeah...and when i do get pregant i want to write about everything...the good the bad the ugly....do you think people would judge if i was completely honest about the whole thing....it cant be all roses and candy bars the whole time....someone should tell it to you straight....why not me?

wonderful book!

I'm not much of a book reader but my mom bought me a book for christmas and she said it was a must read.  With everything that has been going on with Jeremy(view below post), my mom said that if I had not read it yet that I needed to.  This past friday night I started the book and could not put it down.  Its not a hard nor long read but puts EVERYTHING into perspective.  Its called the noticer.  Its about how to look at situations that you face everyday and/or in your lifetime!  One of my favorite chapters was the dialect that people speak to say that they love you.  It really puts it in a "OMG that is so true" kinda way!  I would say if you need a little pick me up or just a good weekend read....go pick this one up!  And if you do, please let me know if you like it! 

XOXO

Where have I been?

Busy thats where!  Things have been crazy busy around my place!  Not only with work but my sweet dear husband has really been sick!  Since November we have had countless Doctor Appts, 3 procedures done, 1 surgery and come wednesday we will have another one under our belt!  So needless to say I have enjoyed reading about everyone elses lives then to tell about mine!  Sad I know but this is just how it is!

Lets start at the beginning....Jeremy had really bad nausea and lightheadness... so we went to the Dr. The first Dr. thought its probably an ear infection....after a high dose of antibotics...didnt fix the problem!  Off to yet another Dr appt....this dr thinks it ulcers...so we schedule an endoscope....result = no ulcer.  Back to the Dr and now he wants to have a HIDA scan done and an ultrasound.......end result = Jeremy has to have his gallbladder taken out because they say that it is not "functioning" properly.

Lets fast foward two weeks - 10 seperate blood tests later - Jeremy is still sick.  One Dr thinks its an allergic reaction to the anesthesia but another Dr thinks that it might be an inner ear problem.  Which from the very beginning is what they thought was wrong so they tell us that we really need to go see an ENT.  The ENT says everything is fine with Jeremys ears.  Nothing abnormal.

So the question now is WHAT IS WRONG!  we should really be on one of those shows about mystery diagnosis!  seriously! This wednesday we are having his wisdom teeth removed to see if that will help with the pressure that he has in his head. We are crossing our fingers that maybe by some slim, wild, crazy chance that maybe his wisdom teeth are the cause of all of this.  But if its not we have an appt with a neurologist the 29th! 

 So i know that no one has probably missed my little small town life in Camden but thats what has been going on, its been pretty overwhelming and stressful but i have faith in God that this is happening for a reason and that someone will figure out what is going on with him.